“It’s very scary to talk about motherhood,” Lawrence said. ”
She told some friends before giving birth that she was experiencing negative emotions and that she might not feel connected to her son right away.
“Fortunately, I have a lot of honest girlfriends. They say, ‘I’m scared. I might not hook up right away. I might not fall in love right away. So I’m ready to forgive.’ One of my best friends who is 9 months old and said, ‘Everyone keeps saying I love my baby more than my cat.But it’s not true.I love him as much as my cat. wouldn’t it be too much?’ she said.
But that wasn’t the case for Lawrence.
“My mind has expanded to capacities I never knew existed, including my husband… The morning after I gave birth, it felt like my whole life had begun. I just stared.” I fell in love so much I fell in love with all babies everywhere Newborn babies are so amazing Pink swollen fragile little survivors Now I love all babies now I hear babies crying in restaurants and I feel like, ‘Oh, I’m precious.’”